Getting Nervous... =(

今天编辑了第四篇帖子...写的也是心情...
写的是我越来越紧张.. 越来越害怕失去现有的一样东西.. 也就是我现在的这段感情...


最近，我似乎都不了解你的感受... 甚至弄到你不开心了也不知觉...
后来才拼命的说对不起对不起... 你最讨厌的三个字..
我相信不只是你不喜欢吧，大家都讨厌的.. 等做错事情后才来说对不起...
有用么...  但，除了对不起我真的不懂要说什么好了.. 我真的非常在意你..
也就算了，最近你也因为朋友的事不开心... 我好像不但做不了什么，甚至又欺负你...
回家哭了我都不知道，在睡觉，有时在打游戏..
真的是怕了周杰伦的那首歌词"后知后觉，你已经离开我... "(龙卷风)
今天看到你朋友们的用心远远的超过我这个做男朋友的....
我嘴巴老是说我在意你，已不晓得你还会相信么......
但我真的不是随便说说........................
世界上... 独一无二的礼物...
我也自叹不如............但毕竟始终让你有了一丝笑容...
也是惊喜之一吧.. 那有人收到那么细心的生日礼物会不开心...
真正在让你开心的都不是我..
其实昨晚我掉了几滴泪... 可能心虚了，自己在害怕什么吧....
又被自己的家人说得一无是处....
算是承认自己没用吧 ...
哎..最近总是在叹气呢.... 我也好想给你最好的..
.........
这篇写得突然雷雨交加了... 要关了modem 了..
希望我的宝贝不会不开心啊... 是一定要开心..
我也会尽全力的...

宝贝，生日快乐....





爱你的小黑-

No title

Finally, today i wrote my 3rd post....
But no title today... So what should i write?
Yea.. just feeling like to  write something here ... Cuz these day quite nervous and bothering..
about... My health ?my future..? alot of things..  thinking is that correct about every choice
every kind of things I underway I have done...
However, I still feeling happiness cuz I got my lovely gf.. hahaha.....
Hm.. reality  is changed me very much...
Is that a good news..? (for me)  Not at all...
It's troubled me.. But I trust tat everyone nid to face it during adulthood..
Is that a good choice for me about study courses Mass communication  at TW?
If study in MY really no better than to go abroad??
If really graduation in Tw.. I really got a better way to develop? confuse huh...
And something i need to know is.. I got a little ambitions..
Is tat these way can i got a hight income?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. don't think too much.. feel sleepy ...
船到橋頭自然直  .. Good night every one..

我宝贝 =D

Hmmmmm.. 开了这个部落格也应该是我第一次要分享我的喜悦跟心情 =D
就算没人看到呢.. 也无所谓， 因为我知道我宝贝一定会看到..
怎么说呢.. 我想说我这次的恋爱，算是最正式，最开心，最幸福的一次吧 =D
之前的因为种种原因，我也不想多说啦...
反正 love 是没有谁对谁错的~
不过我相信，小黑< 这个绰号 之前绝对是大家都公认的.. 花心男吧~ huh huh...
有谁不想好好的谈一场恋爱呢..
没有人, 对吧？
我也相信.. 我现有的这份恋情， 会更棒，会更甜蜜.. =)
我也非常珍惜....
虽然说 永远 这两个字有些遥不可及， 但是恋爱时是盲目的,
所以当然希望这俩字的含义会成真.. =D
宝贝.. 我不常说我爱你是因为.. 我觉得这三个字非常珍贵..
不想只是随便说说来逗你开心的三个字...
每一次的三个字都绝对的真诚热情.. 因为不懂要多说什么了..
简简单单.. 三个字就能完全表达.. 我对你的 Love.. haha.. (快肉麻死了)
肉麻的东西... 我们私下说... 这里还是不要写太多好.. haha
宝贝呀..虽然里头其实没有什么感动的东西.. 但是开了部落格就是想写写我的东西我的心情..
最后,
我爱你....

Hahas... first try about Blogger.. Hmm

Hmmm.. Has been a long time to write blogs..
This is first posts at my blogs and i hope its wont last post..
Coz quite lazy about design it..
hahaha... Blog is fun staff.. Even if got no someone wil come and take a look urs blog..
but u will keep on writing.. Same like diary.. But diary is write for urself.. Not 4 others to look it..
A HK celebrities said. now all the ppl wrote is called Autobiography(自传)  is not diary anymore.. haha..
i think so..
Hmm .. first day first time write blogs...
nth too much to say....
still in progress about my blog.. juz post something first.. hope u will come bak n take a look again =D
Hope u all got a nice day =D